A compendium of sorts

Jun 02

“Happiness is like a butterfly.
The more you chase it, the more it eludes you.
But if you turn your attention to other things,
It comes and sits softly on your shoulder.” — Henry David Thoreau

Jun 01

This was the first really good day I’ve had for a while.

I’m glad my sister is home for the weekend.

:).

This will most likely sound very petty,

but starting tomorrow, I really, really need to focus on my diet. I’ve been stressed out and pissed off and disappointed as fuck lately, and all of that has caused me to treat my body like complete shit. I need to start taking care of myself again. I think improving my physical health is a good place to start in the process of bettering my overall quality of life. I’m tired of feeling miserable and helpless. 

This past year really took a toll on me. More so than I expected it to.

I need to break down— and I mean really, fully, seriously, completely let it all out, everything that’s been dragging me down and holding me back— and rebuild.

I just want to start over. I want a clean slate. I want a new medium. I’m going to make my body the place for all of that to begin to happen.

At least you suck consistently.

I’ve learned to not be disappointed.

May 31

(Source: serialstranger, via idioteque-nique)

May 30

Just found this in my garage. Oh how I miss being five years old and playing this all day.

Just found this in my garage. Oh how I miss being five years old and playing this all day.

Deprivation.

I am disgusted
I am lost
I am alone
I don’t know where to turn
I don’t want anything
now
Please let that be enough
to carry me away.

May 28

May 27

Words of wisdom from two of my favorite dudes >>>

(Source: andrewbreitel, via chinkytwinky)