February 2011
33 posts
addiction
Food, facebook, tumblr, coffee, texting, television, cigarettes, sex. There are so many things in our everyday lives that are addicting. I’ve realized lately just how much these things are consuming me and my time. And the sad thing is, I almost don’t care. Because all of these things are so instantly gratifying; it’s really no wonder that we can sit on facebook or tumblr for...
January 2011
40 posts
forgiving memories
through thick and thin
I have had some of the greatest friends
(it’s starting to come back to me now)
inspired
I’m flying
(swirling and gusting)
(we) belong to the skies
And if your heart will go
I’ll never be the same without you
My poor puppy
She’s four months old, and before tonight I’d never seen her stand still for more than five minutes. But now she’s hiding under my computer desk, all curled up and shaking, because my dad’s yelling, and that’s how terrified she is of him.
I know how ya feel, little puppy poo. Wish I could be little and hide away with you.
Reblog if you're a female who loves hip-hop.
theninthnimbus:
I want to follow you all.
If you ever feel lost
you can always find yourself again in a smile
(terces a)
This constant feeling that you’re keeping secrets is taking a toll on me.
I know I feel this way for some reason; it’s not just my imagination this time.
So far
this is the best birthday EVER. seriously (:
I have the greatest darn friends anyone could ask for!
There's no such thing
as falling out of love permanently. If you ever really, truly love a person, then, somewhere in the depths of your heart, you always will.
“No relationships are ever finished, just abandoned.”
head trip.
Bump my head
as I stand up from changing the song
and I thank the wall sarcastically
“You’re welcome!” it says back to me
then I step through the door there
and into the rain
It washes away the blood
the empty tears
the nervous sweat
and leaves nothing but me
No where to hide away
No one else to blame
I own up to the song
and
crash
to the ground
But I don’t...
against the grain
You need not to climb mountaintops You need not to cross the sea You need not to find a cure for everything that makes you weak You need not to reach for the stars when life becomes so dark And when the wind does blow against the grain You must follow your heart You must follow your heart. When all your friends have come and gone And the sun no longer shines And the happiness for which...
“Everybody is a genius. But, if you judge a fish by its ability to climb a tree,...”
– Albert Einstein (via beautilation)
it's so not good to be home
blahblahblehblehbluhbluh.
I really do try to like it here. But the harder I try, the harder it is to appreciate anything.
“Being realistic is the most commonly traveled path to mediocrity.”
– Will Smith (via be-aware-22)
The clear road beside me.
Good people never make it in this world
And I say that’s just fine
I’ve found peace in that now
This for all those who’ve ever doubted me
But I’ll resist the temptation to retaliate
And I’ll say
“Stubbornness is something I’ve never lacked
I’ve never been the kind of person to back down
But I know it’s easy to do sometimes”
I...
system.
Endless and relentless birages of emotion That I can’t ever seem to subdue, or bring back to attention Chaos, a stampede, crushing me Forcing my soul to squeeze into a pathetic fragment of what I used to be This is reality— the process of losing your heart For your head When all the bullshit doesn’t fit inside the sewer that your brain has become And who you are ends up stinking, rotting...
un cigarrillo
por favor?
no.
la verdad es que estoy muy aburrida.
y pronto, voy a ser loca.
come el mundo
I felt for sure last night That once we said goodbye No one else will know these lonely dreams No one else will know that part of me
I’m still driving away And I’m sorry every day I won’t always love these selfish things I won’t always live Not stopping It was my turn to decide I knew this was our time No one else will have me like you do
No one else will have...
I rediscovered them today. This music was near...
Dear Fairfax County Public Schools,
I sincerely hope that one of you very intelligent, well-qualified school board members or school administrators fixes your eyes upon the following vociferation one day soon. To skip quite directly to the point, you make my life hell. No, I am not one of the students you would expect to hear complaining. I do not come from a low-income family. I am not a minority. I have never been expelled,...
sentiments
Today really isn’t my day.
happyzappywappydappy birthday, mr. murrinz :) hope you had a wonderful day!
adult
My retaliation
is apparent in my attitude
Can you blame me?
Yes
I’m old enough, I should know better
and so should you
We could not be any more alike
and as much as that scares me
I’m far more proud now
than I am frightened
For what you’ve made me
I could say
fuck you
But no
the punishment wouldn’t be worth it
So instead I’ll thank you
You’ve made me stronger
and I know better now.
shaken swan
Shattered doubt in a soft embrace A tear-soaked face and a smiling one Gentle as always Yet such a rock within is strong and stable even in the most furious of floods A calming place to find solace when a storm comes rolling in in truth the only way to stay alive and fly— for those who don’t love, they may as well die.
wounding words, stitched up sorrows
I can only sit and stare as I recall those days before Eyes squint, brows lean in trying to find, recall what it was I felt with you and now without you Feel a twinge of pain right through the skin of my chest down to my heart All that’s left of us is something tiny, needle-like still poking, prodding, mocking me with every feared fond memory
It is not my time to go, to be My Soul is stagnant nothing to see that hasn’t already been Dormant, I wait day after day again Locked is the gate that opens my Soul to what it needs Instead, a hole where Life should be The paint it drips onto the floor drying up, slips from the sore hands of the artist shaking still the paintbrush falls— sound, then the silence...
frankly
I say fuck what’s been established.
I had an incredible
day. Thanks, nature, dance, and Jesse- my solace, my high.