December 2010
26 posts
I just had two of the best days of my life
:)
thanks to BTW, smooth drives, National Harbor, wow-y hotels, Ashy and G, babies in the sink, bad friends, cold walks, eighteen-story atriums, bread pudding and wine, soft trouble sleeping, early starts, unadvisable advice, Seuss-y art, nine degree conditions, balmy Virginia winters, The Awakening, Peeps, mole and flan, going the wrong way, surprises, mad giggles, mall rat time, no
DD’s,...
let's feel better.
I am sick and tired of not only my own but also many other people’s constant piddling in hate and negativity. All we’re doing is bringing each other down even more. So from now on, at least on tumblr, I’m only writing happy things. The human race has officially surpassed its quota for the allowed number of pessimistic, lonely people on Earth. It’s just gotten to be too...
I'm getting up to business.
Not down. I’ve been at the bottom for too long now. There’s so much I need to do, and so much I should do that I haven’t been doing, because I’ve felt like such shit the past few months. So I’m looking up and looking ahead, to college, to my future, to my family life, to my passions, and to him. I would like to start working harder; my motivation has been refreshed....
Appendage EP
I love it. The new version of Every Way is better than I expected, and Sleep Underground is an incredible song. Just some thoughts!
And thanks, Jesswee (:
Merry Christmas Eve’s Eve, everyone!
His words seen and He(a)r(d)s
I feel high off of advice
Truths long since forgotten by stubborn ears
You pried them open; I hear
and I see, in your eyes
for the first time
the look that I have wanted returned;
in a light brown translucent sea of green
I see Me
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again, but with feeling this time.
Allowing myself to boldly, brashly say
it will never be the same
again I am on the verge of a break through
and maybe with you by my side this time
I can finally jump, can truly stick
back into my skin, a soul somehow free
Trapped inside of towering walls
Every day seems one long fall
I try to climb, but only find
That I am caught in my own mind
A tangled web of obscure thoughts
I can’t undo the tightened knots
Of things that I am forced to learn
Within my mind these lessons burn
And sizzle like the summer sun
Beating down, I try to run
Away from them, away from me
Within myself,...
You break my heart
I FUDGING LOVE SNOW DAYS
and clam chowda’!
I always have buckets o’ fun with the Murrinzes :)
You never get cold, never old.
For a few precious hours I enjoy the day I’ve been given Laughing, tripping, slipping, falling letting go of the grip I have on hopelessness It melts from my mind The warmth from our moving a driving force from within your hands makes me breathe again But no, don’t let go When you do you’ve gone too far Leaving me like a child, sinking further into frozen waters unable to...
Christmas Coincidence
I don’t ever want to lose my grip on this feeling again. Warm winter day, misty rain slowly soaking the ground. Incredible, the parallels that life draws between situations. Kind of like magic
Today, then tonight
something really clicked; one puzzle piece was securely put into its permanent place. First in me, then translated to you. I’m finding new strength from the shambles I’ve been in. And it’s helping me in building our foundation. With every brick laid is an increase in the trust between us. With all this hard work comes the greatest of rewards: Us. Really being just Us, gaining...
Undo me
Consume me
shape shifting
Please don’t fit in I need you now You say you’re far I don’t know how Your mind transcends Above the norm Not in spite but instead in storm You shake and scream And talk at odds You smile, sure of love, your god Uncommonly kind You see not fear They’ll use and abuse But you’ll hardly care But what of yourself, my darling dear? What of yourself and...
The Fourth Coming (for You)
Back to that night
I’ll turn my head a little too far
But end up in the perfect position
Again
I barely know you
But, God, do I want to
Can you come here
Again
Hi
I’m
Blue
Short of breath
Fill my lungs with You
A Yellow light inundating
Wash out what has never been clean
Make it clear as crystal
Two shining souls
Verdant
In a new found fecund field of wheat
Learning,...
coming back
Even underneath this cloud My soul is screaming this aloud: I am Yours and You are Mine Inside the Sky, the Sun it shines
I am completely in love with you
Beauty is permeating. Beauty smiles. Beauty also cries. But beauty doesn’t resent. Beauty is pure and white and gold.
Amen, my fellow Anomaly