January 2010
13 posts
the past
is coming back to haunt me . But haunt isn’t really a good word. It has too much of a negative connotation. It’s cool though, to see how much I’ve changed, and how much the people from my past have changed. Kinda like rediscovering old music. At first it brings back all the old memories and feelings you had when you first listened to it. But then the more you listen to it now,...
the ground
is swallowing my options for release, and if it snows they might just disappear; I counted oh-so-many friends up there today, I’m thinkin’ that’s why I still love it here.
“There’s no need to be this”
3 am
I’m listening to Spanish pop music. Watching E!. Thinking about today, and last weekend, and the rest of this weekend. Now minus the bear is playing. Haha, it’s way too late. I feel somewhat empty. In a kind of refreshing, cleansing way. I want San Diego. I miss the way it makes me feel. I miss the way it smells, and makes me think. I miss the fucking dry beautiful coasty wind that...
something
real.
make it timeless
life
is fuckin’ beautiful. haha. nuff said.
“You keep running your mouth, you’ll find your teeth rearranged”
– A friend of mine; such happy little lyrics.
exploding
is what my head is currently doing. due to the excruciating painful headache i have. which is pretty much consuming my life and all feelings i have. which is kinda cool, considering i’ve been on an emotional roller coaster the past couple days. but that’s okay! none of it’s bad at all. i’m looking forward to all the weird things i might get into this week and weekend....
“If only we’d stop trying to be happy we could have a pretty good time.”
– Edith Wharton
today
was super boring. i feel sick. and i’ve been living off captain crunch. i guess it’s only fitting after a weekend like mine.